be nAme To...va baraye roozi ke cheshmAt bargh mizad...

ba'zi shaba enghadr delam barat tang mishe ke sAyatam kari nemitune vasam bokone... albate age hanuz inja baashe...aslan age baashe...engAr in ruz ha hameye ghavanin avaz shodan... unchizi ke man mikham khode To ii...khodet...khode sedat...khode negAt...khode khande hAt ke miduni cheghadr duseshun daram...khode "khobbb..." goftanet...khode maks hAt...khode ye daf'e silent shodanet ke majburam mikard tond tond harf bezanam...engAr mitarsidam hatta ye kami beyne mano to sokut bashe...mitarsidam sedaye fekr kardanamo beshnavi...hanuz motma'en nistam ke to chiro mishnavio chiro mibini...ya chiro lams mikoni hatta...delam baraye hameye chiz hayi ke nemidunam tang shode...delam baraye hameye chiz hayi ke nagofty...
ke nagoftam...
ke nadidam...
hameye vaght hayi ke khAstameto nabudi...
hameye vaght hayi ke budanet baraye hameye sAl ha bas bood engar...
kAsh in daf'e...faghat hamin yek daf'e baraye tamame zendegim... ghavanin ro bar ax mikardam...
kash sedat mikardam vaghty delam faryaadet mizad...
kash negat mikardam...vaghty delam vase range cheshmAt tang shode bud...
kash nafas mikeshidam...vaghty boghz nemizasht gerye konam...
kash migoftam...
ke mohem nist koja bashi...
key bashi...
faghat zire in Asemun bash...
bezar shaba zavie tetta ro andaaze begiram...
bezar shaba gAhi ba mAh ghahr basham...
bezar rooza gAhi be dast ham negah konam...
gahi tu Ayene...bebinam ke siyahe?!!...
gAhi....
faghat gAhi bezar hes konam ke in toyi...